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Monday, April 30, 2007
我可以 作词:林唯 蔡昮佑 作曲:蔡昮佑 编曲:洪信杰 演唱:蔡昮佑 寄没有地址的信 这样的情绪有种距离 你放着谁的歌曲 是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听 雨下得好安静 是不是你偷偷在哭泣 幸福真的不容易 在你的背景有我爱你 我可以陪你去看星星 不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起 我不想又再一次和你分离 我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你 又何谓？ 我做什么，都没有用。 过了就让它过了吧。 反正。。。 谁又知？ 又有何意义？ 他们认得吗？ 他们管得着吗？ 你在乎吗？ 反复地问，但谁能回答？ 原来发泄是有用的。 i know its rather slow, but i just received evan's wo ke yi from june. though say i wasnt attracted to it before today (those times i heard over the radio), i am suddenly touched by the song. i've not felt this feeling since the song gei ni de ge.... but i hope this yr xubie's song is not wo ke yi hahha! so expected... i cant download o2jam :( http://www.o2jam.com.my huahui's life is ending. the (in)famous red badge is leaving. will it cause a big change in huahui? gotta sleep my headache off for paiju tomorrow. i got bitten by an ant. i miss the past. who doesnt? random. Saturday, April 28, 2007 fun fun fun hahahha. morning! diarrhea and after i managed to get my butt off the toilet bowl i rushed down to compass point to meet them. it appears that the function room is booked, so we all went to this small sheltered space near my house to pai. well it kinda tested the yanyuans as they have to rehearse in public? in the end we diao-ed xuez so much that jingying kinda had nothing much to do... :( anyway highlight of the day was the part when i asked newfriend to help come stand in peilin's role and did blocking for xuezhen to rehearse. lays and i were enjoying ourselves while they acted up there. cheers for vanessa! she rocks la, so spontaneous :)) and she was good! how i wish she can transfer to huahui la :( thanks for today! went to cp to eat, and there was a confusion about whether there was heisidai paiju, so in the end we cancelled it. lays and mingee came to my house to discuss stuff :) had so much fun gossiping and talking about teletubbies and global warming and ice age and stuff! heh sent them back at 4 and was lonely :( pictures!  tweety likes the piglet and the tofu doll!
pingping likes the bugs bunny puppet :)
she looks so guniang here!!! (she is trying hard to play my flute)
still trying!! haha very cute la (:
cosy and nice :)) Friday, April 27, 2007 RED HOUSE! RED HOUSE! RED HOUSE!!!!!!!!! WE FINALLY WON! after 16 years of hardship, disgrace and being humiliated, WE FINALLY WON THIS YEAR'S SPORTS CARNIVAL! the comm seriously rocks (: im all praise! :D tremendous improvement! last yr we were last, this year we are first!! and its my last yr in stnicks, ahhhhhhh :) and it is quite cool. lets see. 2004: blue won. 2005: yellow won. 2006: green won. 2007: RED WON!! our last win was in 1991? hehh... we changed history ((: well after lessons in the morning we went out to eat, which was a great mistake as we all came back as luo tang ji... thunder and lightning and huge rain! this is how pathetic we looked:  but we had alot of fun :D the rain didnt stop until late afternoon.... so we kinda stoned alot at the specs stand. it resulted in this kind of things.
drawing on ourselves;
and camwhoring! the rest of the day is quite predictable, like all other sports carnival we have been through... but there were more cheering, red got much awards.... aiyah. we just rock la (:
this is taken after the results are out. so happy! went out to eat with mons (xuezhen cannot eat lorh boo) at kfc, we didnt have a good meal as we were constantly rushed by the hungry yeoxuezhen. how to enjoy my zinger like that? ): there was a man wearing blue that kept looking at us (he seemed abit unstable) and we felt rather scared as he was at first in kfc staring and loitering and after that outside looking in at us. we said he was in the same house as xuez lol!
at the bus stop (: well that marks the end of the day, its my last sports carnival and i feel blessed it ended like this (: our efforts finally paid off, i didn tear my throat screaming for nothing (: truth justice freedom and love we pledge all these to the heavens above red with passion, stand at attention its time... -loudhailer wails- ah1! ah 2! ah 1 2 3! 我是红组的卫国军 有的是红色的热血 有的是精力充沛 不要怕，圣尼各拉！ prepare for trouble and make it double to protect the world from devastation to unite all people within our nation to announce the greatness of red house power to extend our reach with a bloody shower reddies! yes, mam! red army blast off at the speed of light surrender now or prepare to fight yah lah, that's right! so we will... guard and defend our mighty mighty land with red house's victory and glory at hand we will fight fight fight in the red revolution red will rule and control this evolution! fight, we'll fight and win the fight tonight and light, we'll light the fire oh-so-bright right, that's right we got the power and the might so blow, we'll blow you up with red dynamite! like.... zing zingy zang zazang zazang zingy zingy zang zingy zingy zazang zazang zoom! reddies! we got the fire and the fight, we are number one, you got that right OH YEAH! realise i have posted my sec1 and sec3 house cheers last time. its in my archives, all inside april's segments :) i love red house!! <3 Thursday, April 26, 2007 倒霉的一天！ 昨天！ irritating lah! shall describe my pathetic encounters here lol. attempted to take bus home with xuezhen (using her route) after paiju ended early yesterday, and we got on the bus and got off at the stop we were supposed to stop. and i realised, I LEFT MY FILE AT THE SCH BUS STOP! frantically called joanne to help me take it... so xuezhen left and i attempted to cross the road and take the bus back to school. however i happened to have left my wallet at THIS bus stop and just as i was about to walk away, a guy was awkwardly trying to get my attention to tell me i left my wallet behind. xuezhen in attempt to help shouted my name and attracted everyone's attention on the bus. finally i heard the guy and got back my wallet while xuezhen zoomed off in the bus. got across the road, and realised THERE IS NO BUS BACK TO SCHOOL!!! there was no more 269! felt quite lost, called xuezhen while walking all around amk trying to find my way (ya lah i got lost). felt as if it was my 2nd 2.4 in the day :( found a bus back to school, when i got ready my coins (yes my ezlink ran out of money) my 5cents dropped and ROLLED ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK DOOR! the thing is, I CHASED IT ALL THE WAY TOO, and stopped it by the usual comical way: STEPPING ON IT. one word. MALU. finally reached the macs opp school and met them. decided to stay, no point going home cos i ran out of coins too. and i thought my unlucky journey ended there. NO! when my dad came to pick me up, the moment i got into the car i realised i left my wallet with them in macs!!!! cries lah. had lishi meeting today, took quite long. but anyway, just to announce and spread around, huahui lishi ling xuan (elections) will be held next friday. if you think ure gonna be nominated, prepare urself mentally! lol. sports day tomorrow. not sure if i will enjoy it. but good luck to red! hope we will be possessed by the school ghost (spirit) tomorrow..... heh quite lame :D Tuesday, April 24, 2007 did alot of thinking today. so, we were cheated into joining xiaopin.... in the name of syf. they still suck. amah was saying we should all commit arson and go to jail together. harkhui said we should go commit suicide together to protest. dont try to console us, cos no one other than us knows why and what happened. no other people can imagine how unjust we feel. as someone who has joined xiaopin the past three years... having watched our steady progress up till this year.. i feel like killing the organisers. thought about other stuff. june wasnt here today, she's sick :( so it was a :X day, my mouth was totally shut. rushed homework as usual. thought about my progess and went bonkers. when going home, had a sudden thought, about how much value i have on this world. if i were to die suddenly, would anyone out there cry? have i made impact in peoples life, have i wrecked anyone's life? i thought deeper, but its not suitable to be posted here. its been a hard day for most people, long too. sports day rehearsal was okay... red was enthusiastic enough (or maybe im over enthu). lessons went by fast, recess was shit, paiju was alright but ughhhh i hate it when we slack! i hate myself. the cybercafe piano seemed to be our jiao dian this afternoon :) i feel like reliving two saturday nights ago. motivation? Monday, April 23, 2007 it actually helps to write a letter to vent everything you want to say, then tearing it when you've finished. cos you'll lose all steam to let the person know anymore. what have i been doing. Sunday, April 22, 2007 have been on this page and refreshed several times but felt like i h ad nothing to write... well blogging just reminds me of certain stuff i hate to recall i guess. yesterday was great, syf! migong, si lu was cool! ((: everyone rocks! went out after that, had pepperlunch at dhoby ghaut and shopped. well they shopped, i followed, so it seems like a guy accompanying three women shopping -_- attempted to go into the arcade but cos i was wearing uniform, esti lent me her pullover while i took out my pinafore. i thought i looked the same but suddenly xuez (and a lil of min er) started gushing around :/// I LOOK THE SAME LAHHHHH. but f.y.i, they said i was erm, shuai?
too bad, you can only see onethird of my 'manliness'.
Thursday, April 19, 2007 try me. it has only just started. im warning. Wednesday, April 18, 2007 my hit counter kinda gave me a shock :// haha but too bad i dunno who views my blog. i know xuezhen does HAHAHHA :D hectic is the word to describe life. exhaustion is a word to complement it. math and ss. can i choose one to flunk? my eyes are about to close. but no, i must tell myself, im not tired. otherwise, i'll feel more tired that i already am. i cant do math without june :( i need a power nap (though it is ofen followed with a deep sleep). how i wish my teachers give power naps like mr wong does! -jealous of loyalty- shall appear offline. otherwise i can go commit suicide. Sunday, April 15, 2007 put up a hit counter, hahaha. quite cool lah. the last time i did was in sec one. that was so long ago.... didnt go down to take picture of the ferriswheel and tomorrow it'll be gone! :( woke up quite late today due to the time i slept yesterday. ahhh, nolstagic already! yesterday was just too perfect <3 flute was fun, went to ps with newfriend and we satisfied our desired food craving! mine was cheezy sausage and hers was potato fritters. ahaha. happy :) my teacher was talking about her again; he was very amused. i spent more money on food, on tao kae noi and cheap sushi! nf says im killing alot of lives by eating ebiko :( homeworking was not productive at all. used food to keep me awake. booo. only did the english stuff. and i didnt bring phy tb and yuedujicheng book home. how smart. im left with math. GAHHHH. Saturday, April 14, 2007 omg. haha. for those who still doesn know yet, i will announce here, that i did not get into top twenty!! i dunno why i started the post with omg... but its really.... OH MY GOD. this will be one of the most memorable day in my life, where i will remember forever?! and for some people too definitely :) and pardon for the lack of remorse that i didnt achieve anything, because im so overwhelmed by the atmosphere when everything ended! this post will mainly be featuring my friends who were down to support me ((: i must say, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! they were the COOLEST supporters in the whole place!!! they were high, enthu, crazy, organised......(cannot finish praising) but omg, they just rock so much. when i went up, their cheer was so loud and so clear, so united, i felt an instant comfort ((: when i finished singing, even when the judges' comments were not very good, they cheered too, making me feel like it was worth anything to have friends like them :) was feeling damn sian during the time where i finished singing, and they (esp ziqing) kept trying to entertain me ahhaha. few of them like jacq and mons and jieying kept asking me if i want food and asked me to drink water! ahahha was very amused and quite happy while stoning. then the judges left to decide, and some music was put on. went to join them though separated by the barrier, and we went totally high!! first it was the jie tou ba wang song in which started all of us singing and dancing (moving) to the song. then it was superstar, we all sang the song very loudly and had some lousy actions! hahaha! the atmosphere around us were so high, i felt like jumping everywhere. immediately i didnt felt sian anymore. then it was panduola, cong tai bei dao bei jing and even dadada.... they (my friends) were so crazy and high, literally dancing and swaying to the music! it was like a live disco in the middle of the crowd, and im so proud of them haha. crazy stnicks people! results were announced and as expected i didnt pass. when i came out they were all worried but after checking i was alright, they cheered me on for having come so far. they were so loud, i was paiseh but really thankful for all they have done, the support they have given me and our unity! we began singing huige, really loudly, even the reporter/tv crew/someone holding camera lah came and shot us. i love my friends, not just simply because they were here, but because they were totally supportive, even when i didnt get in. they were proud of me for reaching this stage and cheering their lungs out because they were happy for me. for a stage while singing huige and amidst the cheers i felt like crying, but because the people were shooting us so i decided not to. the huahui spirit was so strong, we danced in the middle of nowhere and screamed the huige. its long since i felt huahui like that. hahah. i really really appreciate them :) love so much. the 校园SUPERFANS! (also known as siao-园superfans) xuezhen(which she instructed i must write big big) anges esti laypeng jingying chuwen jieying monica fiona xiuqi serene wendy joanne siowyu cecilia charmaine kaien mingee peilin peishan jacq kally ziqing kairou shiting yuensin vivian xinyuun kuanyu shiying nicole june karen keatying cheryl the people in bold are REDBELLIES!!! its amazing, 17 out of 26 redbellies are present today. you know i love you like no other (: i tagged the redbellies blog!  the group photo! some people left already though :( but still i love everyone!!!  this is one more with my eyes open. hahaha. after everyone dispersed five of us (namely amah xuezhen esti wendy and i) went to makan. hahah hungry... was very high throughout the journey to amah's recommended eating place, and we we started taking pictures! pics courtesy of amah :)
i took it! quite zhun horh.
doesnt weiting just look qianbian? haha. everything is just so cool. over dinner we chatted about alot of things, mostly gushing about how cool huahui is :D hahaha! all in all, we were damn high. hahahah! ate until nine plus, and finally got up to go home. kinda reluctant to end the day :( it had been really.... amazing :) took the train with xuezhen and we took some photos again heh!
the whole row of seats were empty :) and thats the board they drew impromptuly! <3 took another pic in the reflection window of the mrt. but it is quite blur. nvm! i will rmb in my heart! the journey home was fun :) cant bear to part this day, but is already over(cos its 0040hrs now haha). no matter what, i believe it was a fantastic day for everyone, esp huahui people :) i love all of you so much!! :)) Friday, April 13, 2007 anyone who's going down tomorrow, please wear ur pinafore okay :) i dont think i will be able to sleep much tonight. sch sucked today. esp chem? i was practically tikam-ing and jumping from qn to qn. its a miracle if i get ten out of forty for it. and yesterdays geog, if i get an f9 i should be happy about it. the new seating arrangement is cool. i miss karen and the rest :( thats one minus factor. but one plus factor is that i dont seem to feel sleepy leh. paiju was alright... chuanping's mini football is cute! gossiped alot.... and released very late! night was funfair trip with newfriend. the place is so big but there are so less people. so saddening. took the ferris wheel! thought it would be very short but we actually stayed on it a good fifteen minutes... :) didnt get to try the vortex, eternal regret hahahah joking. walked around, tried the lucky numbers but we were not very lucky :/ talked until about eleven and home. sighhhhhh. dont want to sleep. Thursday, April 12, 2007 im a goner. ahahaha. Wednesday, April 11, 2007 wo yao si le. 5 rounds ran, and i dunno my timing. mr alan ho read the wrong timing and made me happy, but in the end i realise the people in front of me had timings later than mine. so mine must have been wrong. there goes my napfa again :( paiju ended early today, at around 5. stayed in the aircon classroom alone and tried to study. hahaha. aiyah. being easily distracted, i ended up singing and jumping around (i can be really childish when im alone hahah), feeling very happy i had the whole room to myself. but it has a really great mugging atmosphere! walked out with amah at 630 :) home = sian. i just.... cannot keep awake. grrrr. Tuesday, April 10, 2007 this is a random post just to push the photo from the previous post down. wait wait wait for tweety and her pics! (: today paiju was :// without laypeng :( not productive! ended up taking alot of photos again, with our hairs all in two ponytails this time. it is quite retarded :D im gonna like sleep. yesterday burn midnight oil fail. slept at 11+? today too. JUST WOKE UP. math is SUCKY. once i am forced to do something, i will hate it. Monday, April 09, 2007 okay, this is the moment you have all been waiting for....  the retarded pose -_- taken from the mediacorp website, by the way. im utterly miserable that they put it up, because of my very lame pose? when i came out the person requested a 'victorious' pose and actually gave an example, but because i dont practise this, it kind of turned out looking like im advertising my watch and holding the warranty in my other hand, just like how jack neo advertises the airconditioner with the bill. i changed my watch, by the way. the next thing to change, is hopefully my specs. i want to be a nerd! started on math once again, striving. paiju was fun, as usual (: i love my ju! i love laypeng and min er :)) chem time. this will be midnight oil burning day two. Sunday, April 08, 2007 there's been someone on my mind, every now and then, day and night. someone who keeps springing surprises, doing unexpected things, lame-ing around, and making me think more than i should. but anyway, its for me to know and no one to find out (: any heisidai ppl who sees this, ITS NOT THE PERSON YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT! went to mediacorp in the morning, quite cool, its been 3 years since i last stepped in there so often (not because i belong to them). its the first time i went to the reception though, they were having some audition for the 银万金游万里欢乐周末夜 show. saw many people with heavy makeup :// felt very underdressed hahah! out almost the whole day, came back feeling 10% fatigue and 90% guilt. i even brought my geog to flute, haha. im gonna kai ye che today! Saturday, April 07, 2007 ahhhh. today's paiju was SO eventful! 9 oclock timeslot was mi yu, and pingping was late by half an hour, quite cool but we all didnt mind cos it was at sengkang wahahha.. went up to the playgroudn in compassheights (courtesy of xiaopeng/minmin/zhuangzhuang/erzi) and a quarter of the time we were fascinated by the... uh swing? dunno how to call it :D had an early lunch cos all of us couldn concentrate in the bright and HOT sun. miyu ppl left after that, leaving xuezhen walking around with the daoyans while waiting for hei si dai ppl to arrive. the three daoyans played against xuez in the arcade game... air hockey? ehhh and we lost! hahaha. went to the toilet and took very stupid pictures.  i couldn see the point of taking our legs. maybe for artistic reasons? but the weird thing is xuezhen REFUSED to take our faces!heisidai arrived and we BOOKED THE FUNCTION ROOM! cheers the room is big and cool (: pai awhile, the in front was so cool but middle.... sigh. hahah. jiayous yanyuans!! dont laugh so much! since dunno when, we started talking about ghost stories and goodness, they were so freaked out! had alot of fun except those times they were happily gossiping about SOME stuff which.... UGHHHHH! :xxx we started taking alot of pictures (camwhoring in subtlety) ah goodness, im smiling so much as i look at them!  min er, laypeng, xiaowei. we can also be called minmin pingping weiwei. or erzi pingzi xiaozi.
 heisidai! shushien peishan chuanping wenyi and the three retarded daoyans (: <333 Friday, April 06, 2007 alright this is official. i hate this. i dunno how to put it across, but feeling you get when someone talks about this topic so defensively as if thinking you will scream at them, scold them, disfigure them as a response; the feeling SUCKS. and so, i just want to say. im not that narrowminded larrrrr. i've been experiencing this so often, i feel like a serial killer, having killed many ppl once they talk to me about the wrong topics. WHERE GOTTTTT?! okay lah, maybe i did express my uhh, discontent, disapproval regarding some stuff. but surely, many people have these feelings, only that they dont express it? so it doesnt freaking mean i will kill people who do/say things that i dont see eye to eye with? i mean, THATS YOUR FREEDOM!!! am i really that scary! until only 3 people from my circle of friends actually dare to like slap/hit me hahahha. btw, im not gonna bite you off if you say im scary okay. i accept it -_- must be my black face. hurrrr. thanks, blog. paiju cancelled today, went out to k with xuez. not shiok! only had two hours... they stopped us by controlling our system!!! :( ate alot, sushi and taokaenoi. we are jap today! paiju tomorrow at compass heights! hahha excited :D the whole day! aiyah, act happy no use lah. Monday, April 02, 2007 lynn, you rock, so much <3 im gonna do my best best best in round three, for lynn :) pls help me by lending me all the karaoke cd/vcd/dvds you have! as long as it originates since 1990s i should be able to choose within (: thanks alot. though i did say i dont think i will ever get any further and neither do i want to, i shall change my mindset and target, for the dearest yanghuihui! am rushing much homework now, esp math. :( i like differentiation.... but i dont like to practise :( Sunday, April 01, 2007 thanks lays and maine yesterday, for staying all the way until 10 as my 'parents' ahahha (: love love. it wouldn be right to blog about it, hence i shant. its another boring day today. flute was alright. quite cool. homework on reaching home. slacked awhile. nightwalk, had fun, haha. we played lame games again! coin based this time. coins kept rolling away. updated, and on reaching home i realised i forgot to say another thing also :( nevermind, forgetting it is good. and the april fool's joke -____- ): dont wanna go to school tomorrow... have to face many people. those that may feel accusatory towards me.. haughty towards me.. and miss choo! im sorry, i didnt bring my amath tb home. cannot do homework. hmm... i dont really know what to say? its a memorable experience. thanks so much everyone. things sure spread fast. very fast. gonna start replying smses now. |
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this is just cool :)
amah and i at the eating place. the curry rocks!
